Greetings from New Jersey!

As the title says, Greetings from New Jersey! I have been here now for a few days and things have been quite interesting to say the least. . . .

My first day here was yesterday. I arrived in New Jersey, picked up my rental car and drove straight to my job assignment. I met an a fellow coworker from Chicago and we chatted it up right away. She, I am naming her SJ, introduced me to this HOT (and i mean HOT) guy who works for the same company. His name is MP. Although I was drooling over this boy, I obviously had to play it cool and not let on. I never even told SJ that I was interested in him. He is SUPER nice and later invited SJ and myself to his room (we are all booked at the same hotel) for drinks.

BOY DID WE DRINK! I must have had about four glasses of wine on an empty stomach. After drinking, we went to eat at this really nice restaurant about 10 minutes from the hotel. It was a little pricey (for the three of us to eat was about $160), but we all had a great time. Afterward, MP invited me to hang out with him and a friend at this gay club not far from our hotel. Did I mention that the drinking continued at dinner . . . we drank ALOT.

The club was called Feathers. MP's friend Luis, who was also really cute and extremely nice, picked us up at the hotel and took us out to his job (he works at the club). He was so nice and MP, who was kinda bored there, looked to me for his entertainment. We danced and danced and drank and drank . . . Luis kept getting us drinks. By the time the night was over, we were both a little tipsy. I had also made out with MP and felt him up SEVERAL times. I spent the night in MP's room. The whole experience was AMAZING!!!

I am kinda digging MP and like him alot. Beyond his killer looks and his melting smile, he is such a cool guy. I am really into him. I realize that perhaps getting interested in someone who lives thousands of miles away isn't such a wise idea. I know that I am probably setting myself up for failure. I like him though and, being the hopeful individual that I am, am willing to give this a chance. I will keep you posted on what happens!!!

Until next time . . . .

I am back . . . for now.

Well, I know that I haven't posted on here in quite a while. For some unknown reason, I suddenly have the urge to write. Alot of things have changed since I last posted, but I don't want to dwell too far on the past. After much contemplation, I have decided that my life is too amuzing to keep to myself. Although hectic and not always fun to live, the daily messes I somehow stumble into need to be shared with the masses. I will consider this my new found diary - although the names of MOST will be changed to protect the innocent.

With that said, work today kinda sucked. Lately I have been having some issues with my direct supervisor. For all intents and purposes, we will call her CM (one day I will explain where that comes from). CM recently had a good friend of her's transfered from another location to our location and it fucking sucks! This friend, who I will name Fatty Dimples, really thinks that he is just so much better than the rest of the world. His shit just doesn't stink. To makes things worse, CM treats him like that. It drives me up the wall. The salt on the wound is that I have to work closely with both of them. I dread, absolutely dread, the days that they are there together. When I can deal with them individually, they are tolerable. Together they are unbearable. I hate dealing with them.


I am going to New Jersey!!! Work is sending me there to help at a new location there. I am excited. New people, new place, and a new outlook on things. I have high hopes for the next few days!!!

I also met one interesting person today! I say interesting because this guy was so fine . . . I mean HOT . . . and at one point was naked in my living room (he asked me to take pics of him), but nothing ever happens. Maybe I am a prude, maybe I am just not meant to be with anyone intimately. I have had some really, really shitty experiences with men that always seem to leave me down. I do not know why the great big matchmaker in the sky sets me up for failure so often, but I must admit I am very skeptical and very scorned by love. I can honestly say that I worried I will never intimately know someone and share my life with them. Perhaps I am being silly, but I do not think I am. I have given this subject alot of thought, and I always draw back to the same conclusion.

Well, it is late and I haven't finished packing for my trip. I will let everyone know what happens when I am in New Jersey!!!

Hugs!

Problems, and Parties, and Bad Movies - OH MY!

Well, after a long wait, my computer is finally fixed and safely sitting on my desk back home. One never realized how much you'll miss something until it needs to be repaired. For whatever reason, the firewire connection on my computer gave out. Contrary to popular belief, it was not because some unknown sticky substances were found in that port. Even if it was, I don't think I would admit that. Needless to say, the problem was resolved and now I can transfer all of my porn to the new external hard drive that I purchased to make room for the new "celebratory" porn I will download in honor of my new external hard drive. Isn't that exciting?

The party that I am working on is running smoothly! There is so much to do and so much going on in preparation for the event! In case no one knows, the party is being thrown in an old convent. Although it's rather "un-halloween-ish" to host such a goulish event in such a holy place, the space provided is actually quite large. Two floors with several rooms and a multitude of places for people to explore. I have invited almost anyone I can think of and I hope that everyone shows up! There will be dancing on the first floor, music videos on the second, and men EVERYWHERE! What can I say, a party is a party!

So, a once dear friend of mine (I say once because she's been bumped down now after dragging me to this poor movie) dragged me to see this "gay thriller" that just came out. I think Michael Jackson's original "Thriller" was more intense (especially since the sage continues into his daily life)! The movie wasn't that bad, but had our "truth in advertising" laws held true, it would have been billed as a comedy and NOT a thriller. The movie was a little . . . hum drum. It was EXTREMELY predictable and very unbelievable. I'd like to think that if some guy was giving me his number in an empty bathroom, I'd at least get or give some head! There was a VERY hot guy in the movie (I am sure everyone who has seen it knows it was Chazz). The diva who took me to see the film has told me she will dedicate some time to getting more information about this character. I will keep everyone posted when that becomes available. Just the thought of this Chazz guy has me all hot and bothered. . . down there!

My biological mother came to town. It was an interesting visit. I know that the woman loves me alot and that she is trying to make up for the years ( and I mean 22 years) that she wasn't a part of my life, but I don't know how ready I am for that. It is not so easy to pick up the pieces and run. I honestly give her an A for effort, but sometimes the woman just drives me crazy. Perhaps it is not because she is trying to make up, but simply because she's my mother. From what I have heard, they all seem to drive their kids crazy . . . it's their job. Well, I also give her and A for effort for driving me crazy too!

Well, I know this posting is long. There was a lot to say since I didn't get to add anything for a while. I will be around though!!!

What a Day!

Well, today was quite the interesting day. I didn't have to work and I spent most of my day hanging out and ending with a group of my friends. I love my friends dearly and they often pull me out of my most deep dilemas. I just don't know what I would do without them.

Several of my friends, Juanita del Barrio, Mishellay, and Fredrikkka, all came over to help plan for a Halloween gathering that I am hosting. Although it should be a lot of fun, I forget how much planning, preparation, and money goes into one of these events. Many years ago I through a party in an abandoned convent and it was so much fucking work! That party turned out to be a HUGE success and I am sure that this one will too! I just don't look forward to the planning and aggrevation that is involved. In case anyone wants to know, the party is tentitavely (and I think I spelled that word wrong) planned for October 9th. If you're available and want to come, just let me know!

I decided to up a pic of me with my pups. They are adorable, aren't they? They are such good dogs and I am quite blessed to have them. They are the newest addition to my family (and in all honesty, the only ones) and they, like my friends (which I suppose I also consider my family), have weathered me through some tough times. Their unconditional love and constant demand for attention and affection often forces me to forget about any problem I may have and entertain them. They are soon to be a year old (October 3rd) and I am very grateful to have them in my life. Like any good mommy, I have taught them not to talk to strangers (in case you want to know).

Well, I just wanted to drop everyone (and it appears that no one reads this so I guess this everyone is simply me) a line and say howdy and what's going on. Catch everyone laters!

Marc

My First Day

Well, to anyone who may find this entry, I offer my greetings and congratulations. Greetings because it is honestly the nice thing to do. Congratulations because I have told no one about this blog and somehow, someway you managed to find it.

Things in my life right now are a little crazy. It is amazing how time moves SO fast! I have so many wonderful memories of the precious moments of my life. I miss many of those times.

WORK SUCKS! One of my best friends recently started working with me. I do not know what I would do without him there! I work with this stupid bitch who doesn't know her head from her ass. So often I end up doing her work for her. Unfortunately, I have my own work to do as well. What bothers me the most is that eventhough I complain and offer the remnants of her incompitence as proof that she is completely worthless, no one above me does anything about it. It is almost to the point (and I say almost because I really have other goals and objectives in mind) that I am ready to leave. I will continue playing my part and hope for the best. What else can I do?

My family life is weird. My mother and father are great! They live in Las Vegas and I really wish I had the time and the money to go out and visit them. I could definitely use the vacation. My "real" mother (who is the woman that gave birth to me) lives in Atlanta. She's nice although often kinda annoying. Our relationship was going really good up until one day . . . suddenly it came to this bizzare halt and even began going backward. It has been hard to rebuild to the point where we once were. I don't think she thinks our relationship has been pushed back, which only makes it that much harder. Just another dramatic twist in my life.

My pups are doing great!!! They are perhaps the happiest point in my life!!! They are pretty well house broken. Even if they do have an accident, at least they try to hide it by eating it up!

Well, I think I have vented enough tonight. Stay tuned for more exciting postings!!!

Many Hugs,

Marc